Yosh... the title has already told you the idea of this entry rite? hihi... Talking about love.. It's something that I always unfortunate with.... Yeah, it's not my time yet... I had liked this some1 since 2 years ago, and I'm the one who decided to wait until "the end of time" (read: graduation)
Day by day.. year by year... I realized that we are getting farther and farther, and that could be a sign that I'm not supposed to continue this 'journey'... Perhaps, the way I 'approach' her (read: pdkt) is too aggressive (though some friends told me that I wasn't aggressive enough), but if she is not my mate, whatever I do can't make us together... Sometimes I think that I should give up on this, but when I go to some place or talk about sumthin' that used to have a 'relation' with her, I started to remember those times again.. It's hard to forget.. *again* ...
I can't do much now, there's no point of pushing right now, just stay cool and let your heart listen to the sound of destiny... Confession? I don't expect to much from it.. Maybe I look happy outside, smile here and there.. but somewhere inside me is weak and sad...
Okay, in the end, I haf no regrets.. At least I've tried... "It's sad.. but no regrets..." hoho...
*just a piece of thoughts.....*
Below is the reff from the song Home by Chris Daughtry...
"I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me..."
Friday, March 30, 2007
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Hummm....
Today woke up a 'little' bit late hahaha, coz last nite I went to bed a lot late ^^;; hehehe.. At last, HOLA had been settled (even though I wrongly filled the Roomate's Particulars with MY particulars ^^;; and have to re-do it again today), what left is.. FYP selection, I hope I got enlightenment today hihihi...
Don't know why, but this morning there was a toppled tree somewhere along the 199 route (according to sms sent by Lissiana this morning when I just opened my eyes :P), she also said that there was no 199 service this morning... then I decided to take 179 but when I almost reached canteen A to catch 179, I saw 199 passing me by =.=" haha.. I think the 199 route was still opened but the frequency of the bus will be a little bit longer than usual.
Just giving my thoughts regarding the mess in my TV lounge in hall (y) created by some ppl in hall (x) and (y) a few days ago. In the end, only 2 owned up to hall office and write an apology letter.. From what I heard, there was some other ppl I knew (I won't mention it here in what circumstances I knew these ppl) but they never owned up... I don't know why, but they seem to be afraid of losing face if they owned up, and some of them are not even from hall (y) anyway.. I don't really know how filthy the lounge was, but from the email I received, it was really2 'inhuman' behavior.. However, they weren't evicted from hall.. As a responsibility for their behavior, I think they should be evicted from hall or at least committed to clean the bathroom everyday at certain time. This kind of ppl must learn how a real life in society (as a human) is established, that everything has a regulations, constraints, ethics, etc.. We are not animal that don't care about those regulations, ethics, etc.. We are all made mistakes, but there are some kind of responsibilities for that mistakes we have made. I hope they didn't write the letter of apology as a kind of formality only, but were able to open their eyes, not to repeat those kind of things anymore, anywhere in the society.
Hahaha.. It's too long already isn't it hahaa...
*Hoaahemm it's raining outside... hopefully it doesn't make me sleepy.. =.= hoho..
Don't know why, but this morning there was a toppled tree somewhere along the 199 route (according to sms sent by Lissiana this morning when I just opened my eyes :P), she also said that there was no 199 service this morning... then I decided to take 179 but when I almost reached canteen A to catch 179, I saw 199 passing me by =.=" haha.. I think the 199 route was still opened but the frequency of the bus will be a little bit longer than usual.
Just giving my thoughts regarding the mess in my TV lounge in hall (y) created by some ppl in hall (x) and (y) a few days ago. In the end, only 2 owned up to hall office and write an apology letter.. From what I heard, there was some other ppl I knew (I won't mention it here in what circumstances I knew these ppl) but they never owned up... I don't know why, but they seem to be afraid of losing face if they owned up, and some of them are not even from hall (y) anyway.. I don't really know how filthy the lounge was, but from the email I received, it was really2 'inhuman' behavior.. However, they weren't evicted from hall.. As a responsibility for their behavior, I think they should be evicted from hall or at least committed to clean the bathroom everyday at certain time. This kind of ppl must learn how a real life in society (as a human) is established, that everything has a regulations, constraints, ethics, etc.. We are not animal that don't care about those regulations, ethics, etc.. We are all made mistakes, but there are some kind of responsibilities for that mistakes we have made. I hope they didn't write the letter of apology as a kind of formality only, but were able to open their eyes, not to repeat those kind of things anymore, anywhere in the society.
Hahaha.. It's too long already isn't it hahaa...
*Hoaahemm it's raining outside... hopefully it doesn't make me sleepy.. =.= hoho..
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
1st post in 2007 ^^;;;
Yoo.. Am i back to blogging life? Hahaha.. I don't know exactly.. but today, suddenly I miss my blog and something urges me to start writing on it again XD hohoho.. Almost a year since my last post, and I dunno why my mood of blogging always like.. on and off all the time :P XD
Back to boring life, hem no, challenging life.. XD An IA life now hahaha.. No need to go to lectures, tutorials, quizzes, and even exams ! XD As usual, I got up at ard 6.50, had my breakfast really2 'fast', bathing, then went down to catch the 7.40 bus :P
After reaching office (i.e at Suntec Tower 4), what I usually do is.. reading daily newspaper TODAY hahaha.. However, the hard copy is a lil' bit 'hard' to get now and I don't want to fight with Adi who also read it everyday (becoz we only got I copy in the office :P), so I prefer to read it online on www.todayonline.com rather than getting the hard copy. <--- ga fentink berad ye bahas ini :P :P Time flows so fast... don't realize it til' we have to choose our final year project for the next two semesters (last year in NTU !!). I still confuse with what to choose, actually I got some projects in my mind already but reluctant to submit my choice.. XD Next issue is.. about HOLA (Hall Online Application) phew.. The hall allocation system has changed from PAS to HAS which in my opinion, still incomplete. Gossips are all around the campus regarding the new systems and sometimes a lot more confusing than the real fact itself.. perhaps.. I've decided.. I'll apply for double room for the last 2 semesters in NTU. The roomate is still not clear yet, but MOST LIKELY will be Jordan. He hesitated to apply for double room in the beginning, but I had tried convincing him that for the new system, single room is very very risky... Let's see his decision tonite.. I hope this is not a too-long-posting for today.. hohoho.. I've uploaded new song for this blog, which is a song from Chris Daughtry (from Amidol season 5) titled Home. I like it so much! Enjoy....
*what a shiny and bright day.. XD
Back to boring life, hem no, challenging life.. XD An IA life now hahaha.. No need to go to lectures, tutorials, quizzes, and even exams ! XD As usual, I got up at ard 6.50, had my breakfast really2 'fast', bathing, then went down to catch the 7.40 bus :P
After reaching office (i.e at Suntec Tower 4), what I usually do is.. reading daily newspaper TODAY hahaha.. However, the hard copy is a lil' bit 'hard' to get now and I don't want to fight with Adi who also read it everyday (becoz we only got I copy in the office :P), so I prefer to read it online on www.todayonline.com rather than getting the hard copy. <--- ga fentink berad ye bahas ini :P :P Time flows so fast... don't realize it til' we have to choose our final year project for the next two semesters (last year in NTU !!). I still confuse with what to choose, actually I got some projects in my mind already but reluctant to submit my choice.. XD Next issue is.. about HOLA (Hall Online Application) phew.. The hall allocation system has changed from PAS to HAS which in my opinion, still incomplete. Gossips are all around the campus regarding the new systems and sometimes a lot more confusing than the real fact itself.. perhaps.. I've decided.. I'll apply for double room for the last 2 semesters in NTU. The roomate is still not clear yet, but MOST LIKELY will be Jordan. He hesitated to apply for double room in the beginning, but I had tried convincing him that for the new system, single room is very very risky... Let's see his decision tonite.. I hope this is not a too-long-posting for today.. hohoho.. I've uploaded new song for this blog, which is a song from Chris Daughtry (from Amidol season 5) titled Home. I like it so much! Enjoy....
*what a shiny and bright day.. XD
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